I'm Not Emo!

I take it back.

I used to think people who felt like how Pahpahmon is feeling now were slightly ridiculous.

But if I still did, then I'd be the world biggest hypocrite. Because that's possibly how I'm feeling right now.

I don't know why it's different this time.

Maybe it's because I only had one year with them and not five or six like before.

Or maybe it's because unlike high school, after this we'll all be splitting up to faraway places. We won't even be in the same country anymore.

Then again, maybe it's because the two people closest to me are going to be the first to go off. The only relief is that they will have each other in UNSW.

You two remember the promise to take care of each other ok?

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

The Way I Am

Heong.

I've been called that repeatedly. Apparently it means reckless in Hokkien.

That I am, that I am. And I don't really care.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

Blessings

Go search for that silver lining. Because you need it.

Exams sucked. Like really bad. I cannot do chemistry in such a short time! Bad for already-overwrought brain!

There was seriously a point in the exam where it all just became mumble-jumble.

Am not prepared for finals. T_______T

Random photo updates:

Coupons for the Lick Hung carnival that I made Dav belanja me. Retarded as hell. o.O

Rockforth cheese! Cute anot? =3

Check out the hat Lee Lee made for her! :D

This is the cute Sam!

...

Wait, I'm sorry not cute hot Sam! Don't go back to Muar!

Cute pao that was gobbled up in the end. D: I took the snout! ~.~

The babe with the cutest curls ever! Awww.... Plushie Yuen! :D

Cuter-than-Sam doggy! (sorry la, my dog so a little biased. :P)

Oh, today after lunch, we had a Muar moment!

Ok, it's not really an insult to Muar but it's just an expression we use for retarded things like walking in the rain barefooted and playing basketball.

*prays she never finds this blog and not keel me*

Sam is actually good! Ash too!

I only play if she needs a boost of confidence. Then she can see that she doesn't stink and what stinking at basketball really looks like. :P

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: It's not funny. It means something to me.

P.P.S.: NO LIKE TIMMY. I WANT JON BACK. Bleh.

Topsy Turvy

The world confuses me some days.

Can I just curl up into myself and hide away from it all?

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

Eye Of The Beholder

The exams are coming! The exams are coming!

Bleh. Hate exams. I actually have to like, you know, open a book and like, study.

On the plus side, I finished retyping my deleted essay! Yay!

I'm sorry I've been on the edge lately. It's just that me and Penang have this love-hate relationship.

I love going back there to see the family but most of the time, it wears me out. By the time we get home, I totally emotionally drained. Especially for the last trip.

OO OO, random fact!

The Sprouse twins are hot now! You know, those tykes from Suite Life?

Cole has always been and always will be my favourite. :P

And here's a few representations of our bio class in ink. :D

Sam (a.k.a. lousy master) is below weed according to Anna-anna!

Digi-poke! Ok, that kinda sounds weird now.

Wheee~! Guess who's who!

An FYI, never add math lecturers on Facebook. Then they can do this. =.=

Haih.... =.="

(yeah, by now you can tell that this post is mostly random updates from the past couple of weeks)

Speaking of FB, Sir likes to post retarded videos there.

Is it sad that JT probably looks hotter in a leaotard than most girls?

Some food updates!

Remember Asheela's lemon face! :D

Oh, and the cafeteria in KDU is awesome. The food's good and the helpings are huge. *is happy*

All this costs about 4 buck? It was the lala that was abit pricey.

Some chem experiments!

Lookit! It's all glowy!

No bubblegum smell also. D:

I like pH8.5! So pretty turquoise!

Finally caught the mouse that had been terrorizing our house the past few days.

I got permission from mum to put these pictures up.

Beautiful, isn't it?

Check out the detail!

Obituary with all our names.

Peanut earrings! Lol.

Folding money.

Lots of prayers and joss sticks being burnt.

My nieces, though young, can already use chopsticks!

Sorry, I'm really too lazy to explain the rituals but you can google them up. They're quite interesting when you find out what they symbolize.

His palace and money.

Retarded things we cousins do when we're bored.

His body was laid to rest at a very beautiful spot. =)

We went out to eat together that night.

The 'famous' soya bean drink at Sg. Pinang, some weird sort of Penang Asia Cafe (the real on in Ayer Hitam is good though), is sucky. Bleh, don't order.

But this is yumz! :D

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: Weight shot back up after I came home from Penang, wth.

P.P.S.: Maggi mee at midnight doesn't quite help either. =.= I blame the sister.